only love can make you a player: 6

i woke up early on a Saturday morning, didn't feel like going to the college and i only had one class so its not worth going, so i skipped it and stayed at home.

i had breakfast in bed and watched movies till it was almost 11, it was a very lazy morning, i got bored of watching movies so i called basma

Calling basmti

Aziz: 9aba7 el5air

Basma: 9aba7 elnour!

Aziz: kaifk?

Basma: kwaysa w ent?

Aziz: el7amdellah, waink?

Basma: bil jam3a 3ndna break 6wel ana w maha w 6fshanen

Aziz: shraykum tjoun tf6roun 3ndi?

Basma: walla madri bas2al maha w brdlk!

Aziz: okay 5ala9

after like 12 minutes, she called and said that they're on their way to my house, i changed my clothes and went down to almul7ag, and sat there waiting for them.

i love how basma loves me so much and i'm trying my best to love her back, and trying my best not to ruin this relationship cause she's a sweet girl and doesn't deserve anything but the best, and that's what i'm trying to give her.

when she called me to say that they're outside, i jumped to open the door for them, i was excited to see basma after what happened, she looked cute, i hugged her and then hugged her friend, Maha. then we went inside.

Aziz: eeh w kaifkum?

Basma: el7amdellah ent sha5bark?

Aziz: abad walla

Basma: leeh ma r7t el jam3a?

Aziz: ma kan li 5lg walla

Maha: dawam shyou5

Aziz laughing: laa walla bs 9dg mt3ejz

it was the first i see Maha, she's so beautiful, she wasn't wearing make up or anything, unlike basma, she's naturally beautiful mashallah! and our conversation went on and on, and i was staring at Maha the whole time, i hope basma didn't notice anything, Maha is hilarious, she's carelessly throwing hilarious comments that make me laugh out loud.

Aziz: wsh tboun n6lib?
basma: breakfast 2 breakfast
Aziz: msht'hi shai dsm!
Maha: mshtahya kudu
Aziz: eeeh 9a7! Yalla brsl el sawag henak

i told the driver to go to kudu and call me when he gets there, and he did, i told him and our orders then hung up.

Aziz: Maha
Maha using her phone: sm?
Aziz: ya5ti k2ani mshbh 3leek, wajhk mub '3areeb 3li abdan!
Maha: madri wain shayfni?
Aziz:  trou7en bahrain ktheer?
Maha: eeh marra
Aziz shouting: LA7'6A ENTI 9DEEGAT LAAMA?
Maha shocked: eeeh
Aziz: ma tt'thkreeni? knt amshi m3 thak eli ysamouna 6rzan w a5wyah
Maha: eeeh t'thkrtk! ya5i ent knt tmshi m3 nas samja 8sambellah
Aziz laughing: bs 3leehum parties bnt kalb!
Maha; eeh zai lama sawoo el costume party thek fi mojo
Aziz: ENTI KNTI HENAK?
Maha: eeh! what was your costume?
Aziz: a pirate, what was yours?
Maha: a pumpkin 
Aziz laughing: laa laaa 3ad wsh jwkk
Maha: i wanted to wear something funny

then we continued talking about that party, and when we stopped, i realized that basma was still there and i bet she's jealous right now and feeling left out, i felt bad but i seriously cant control it, i keep staring at Maha and waiting for her to throw one of her funny comments, but she seemed not interested at all.

Aziz: eeh basma shsaweeti elyoum biljam3a?
basma: uhm 3azozi tt'thkr hathek eli gltlk eni shftaha bil zawaj eli m3na bil jam3a?

the minute she started talking, my mind went blank and i only see her mouth moving, i'm interested in Maha i want to get to know her.

Basma: haw 3aziz ga3da a7ki m3ak?
Aziz: eeh eeh kamli
Maha standing up: ana b7i6 a'3ani 3ala ma t5l9oun salftkum, 3ziz el speakers tsht'3l?
Aziz stood up as well: la l7'6a 5l asha'3il lk eyaha

i turned on the speakers for her.

Aziz: wsh btsh'3leen?
Maha: drake
Aziz: eesh el o'3nya
Maha: cameras, good ones go
Aziz: a7ib thil o'3nya
Maha: 7atta ana kil ma sh'3ltha l a7ad galu 5aysa

i laughed, and when i turned to basma, i found her using her phone and she looked so upset, what am i doing? i sat next to her and side hugged her.

Aziz: what's wrong babe
Basma: wala shai
Aziz jokingly: mtwakda?
Basma laughing: eeh mtwakda

the driver came and knocked on the door, i opened it and took the food, we started eating and i was trying to give basma my full attention, but maha was making that so hard, and she wasn't even doing anything, that's the problem.

at 2, they were about to leave, maha went to wait for basma, so it was just me and her in the room, she was using her phone, i pulled it away from her and put it on the sofa, i placed my hands on her waist and pulled her closer.

Aziz playing with her hair: basmti
Basma looking at the ground: hala
Aziz: feek shai?
Basma: wsh feek ts2alni *laughing* shak bnfsk?
Aziz letting go of her: la2

she wore her abaya and i gave her a hug and then she left. that was close.

days passed by, nothing interesting happened but on the family friends gathering, Rana was being too nice, which freaked me out, that's so not her, what is she up to this time?
and i noticed that she wanted to use my phone b ay 6reega! marra tgoul abi adg mn jawalk, kthbt w gltlha jawali ma ydg, then she wanted to choose a song from my phone, gltlha jawali m3alig. It was weird.

on Thursday, i was bored and there was nothing to do, so i called basma and suggested that we go to our farm, you know, ta'3yeer jw and we can bbq there and stuff.

and i told her to bring Maha with her and i'll bring a friend of mine as well, that was an excuse just to see Maha and get to know her more.

Don't get me wrong, its not like I'll hook up with her, I just want to see her, I called waleed and told him about that plan, at first he refused to come and thought it was a stupid idea w malh 5lg, then I convinced him and he said yes, so its going to be a fun night, well I hope so.

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only love can make you a player: 5

El7amdellah enha ra7t mn gdami wla kan 9fgtaha 3ala wjhha, kaif t3rif kil shai thil ntfa? Ma 3ndha 7yah aw ashya2 thanya tsaweeha?

 I tried to ignore the kiddo and try to enjoy my time, i sat next to Sarah and we started chatting about college and other stuff, ignored Rana's existence which obviously pissed her off, at 1am they finally left and then i went straight to my bed cause i've got alot of things to do tomorrow.

 I woke up at 2pm, in a good mood surprisingly, and after doing my morning routine, i stopped at leena's room to see if she was awake, entered the room and found her with her friend, Aljouhara.

 Aziz: 9baa7u
 Leena: ay 9ba7 elsa3a thnteen
 Aziz: ahlann juju kaifik?
Aljouhara: el7amdella w ent a5barik?
Aziz: abad walla tmam! Tboun shai mn starbucks?
Leena: wsh 3ndkkkkkk
Aljouhara: jeebli zayyik!
Aziz: w enti tbeen shai?
Leena: no thank you galbi
Aziz: tara mu kil youm bdl3ik zai ketha

 They laughed and i went downstairs, found my dad drinking his after noon tea and reading the new paper, i kissed his forehead then sat next to him

 Aziz: yuba wsh btswi elyoum?
 Abu aziz: byjouni el rjal
-shit basma is coming tonight-
Aziz: laaa yuba byjoni el3yal elyoum? Any
Abu aziz staring at me: 6yb w etha byjunk?
-jbt el3ed-
Aziz: haa? La bs 5ft nz3jkum w ketha
Abu aziz: mub mbzra 3shan tz3joun, wla?
Aziz: ella ella 9a7! Yalla yuba ana 6al3 tamr 3ala shai?
Abu aziz not looking: slamtik

 Wsh thal grwsha, i got into my car and drove off to starbucks, bought one caramel frapp and forgot to order for juju, i actually didnt forget but i'm too lazy to go back home just to give her the drink, so i called couple of close friends just to ask them if its okay to invite basma to their house, till i found the perfect one.

 Calling basmti
 Basma with a sleepy tone: aloo
Aziz: zeeen el 9out w ra3eeta!
Basma: 3ziz feni noum bnam
 Aziz: basmti
Basma: hmm
Aziz: basmti
Basma: 3youni
Aziz: eeh ketha abeek, elmuhm galbi abouy grwshni 3al bait w ketha
Basma: laa ya3ni ma7a ashoufik elyoum?
 Aziz: ella 6ab3an bs bmkan thani, is it okay with you?
Basma: wain?
 Aziz: its a surprise
Basma: aziiiizzzzz
 Aziz: galba
Basma laughing: wain elmkan?
Aziz: do you trust me?
Basma: sure!
Aziz: 5ala9 ajal!
Basma: 6yb kaif arou7la?
Aziz: ana bmarik!
Basma: uhm okay 5ala9
Aziz: yalla galbi ashoufik b3d km sa3a
Basma laughing: it actually sounds very sexy, ashoufik b3d km sa3a
Aziz laughing: hahaha 9a77! Tbeni ajeeblk shai? Basma: la ya galbi bs abeek ent
Aziz: 7abeebtii enti! Yalla bye
 Basma: bye babe

 I was actually very excited to see her, basma is a very beautiful girl mashallah 3laiha, kil shai feeha 7elw, w esloubhaa a555 ya esloubha, mu m3thbni ella esloubha! So i'm giving her everything she needs because i dont want to lose her. it sounds very cheesy but I want her to be the happiest when she's with me.

At 6, I couldn't wait any longer so I called her and told her that I'm on my way to pick her up, she laughed and said ok! I know where she lives because I dropped different things at her house, mcdonald's, sugar sprinkles, redbull etc.. After 8 minutes I was outside her house, I called her to tell her that I'm outside, few minutes later, she was with me in the car. I kissed her forehead and hand.

 Aziz: 7ayya allah basmti!
Basma smiling: allah y7yeek, kaifk?
Aziz: mabsouu6 eni m3 7abebti w enti a5bark? Basma laughing: el7amdellah, wain ray7en?
Aziz: ya lgf el banaat! La t5rben el surprise
Basma: efff 6yb
Aziz giving her the aux wire: galbi 76i a'3ani
Basma connecting it to her phone: wsh tbi a76
 Aziz holding her hand: 3ala zou2akk

 She took forever to choose a song, until finally she picked one, it was tonight (best you ever had) And after the song was over, I picked a song from her phone and dedicated it to her, it was She's like a star. 

Aziz while driving: basmaa grbiii mni bsr3a
 *basma comes closer to him*
Aziz kissing her cheeks: a7bikk ya5tiii!
Basma shouting: azizzz ent ga3d tsoug ya majnoun! Aziz: 3adii ma tbeen nmout sawa?
 Basma: ya 7ywan la tgoul ketha
Aziz: amza7 walla ya galbi enti *kissing her cheeks again*
 Basma: yaaa mjnoun walla barkb taxi mali d5l feek Aziz laughing: afaa trkben taxi w ana mwjoud Basma: 5ala9 la t5wfni
 Aziz: mn 3youni tamreen amrr enti!

 After 17 minutes or so, we arrived to the bowling center, ubc, she was surprised and scared that we might get caught, but I side hugged her and we pretended to be a married couple, and I actually felt like we're one, we got in and signed our names and I paid for it, we have to wait for 15 minutes for our turn, so to kill time I bought coins and we started playing air hockey.

 Aziz: waalla la akassir rasik w tshoufeen
 Basma: nshouff la t'hay6 w e7na lisa ma bdena! 6yb eli yfouz wsh lh?
Aziz: bousa
Basma laughing: laa 9dg?
Aziz: walla 9dg en fzt b36ek bousa
 Basma shyly said: 6b etha ana fzt i'll pay for dinner Aziz: HAHAHA '67kteeni I won't let you pay for the dinner
Basma: ellaa ella kaifi
Aziz: okay 5ala9 wla tz3al basmti

 So we started playing and of course, I won, and to be honest, basma sucks at this game, I used to play it all the time when I was like 8 or 9 so back off i'm a pro!

 Then we went to the photo booth, took the silliest pictures, and even in those pictures, basma looked sexy. I told her that i'll keep the pictures in my car so no one will see them.

 And now it was finally our turn to play bowling, so we changed our shoes and started playing, I signed our names as "aziz, basmti" and she said that its too cute and she took a picture of the screen, i'm just so glad that she's happy. We played bowling and she won, well, I let her win because bowling is so boring and i wanted to do any activity in riyadh with her, mafi ella bowling w paintball, ya 65u ya eksr m5u, literally.

 We went back to the car, went to mcdonald's to buy dinner, and i let her pay for the dinner, bilyallah b3d ma t6ageena sa3a. I thought it was really cute enha kanat mtrb3a w jalsa takil mn her fries w t2klni m3ha, and she was nagging because she wants to know where we're going, I only told her that we're going to my friend's house but didn't tell her where exactly.

 Until we arrived to the compound that he lives in, we got in and I parked my car in front of his house and we stayed in the car, we were talking endlessly about random things, and I still haven't forgot about the kiss that she owes me, I'm just waiting for the perfect time.

 After we finished eating, we got out of the car and started roaming around the compound, thank god it was empty, I was holding her hand and squeezing it, I got tired so we sat on the grass, she rested her head on my chest, she can feel my heart beating really fast, I'm embarrassed.

 Aziz standing up: eeh t'thkrt!
Basma: eesh?
Aziz: teach me how to slow dance, glteli awal bt3lmeni
Bama looking around: NOW?
Aziz: eeh yalla!
 Basma: 6yb bdoun a'3ani?
Aziz: tbeen a'3ni lk?
Basma laughing: la 5ala9 bsh'3l mn 3ndi

 She played a song and put her phone on the grass, she came closer towards me, she was looking at the ground and laughing because she was too shy, I placed my hands on her waist and she placed hers on my shoulders, I pulled her closer to me, we were facing each other and slow dancing, I was looking at her in the eye and she was avoiding eye contact.

 Aziz whispering in her ear: basmti
 Basma: hmm
Aziz: tdreen eni a7bik? W tdreen enik li ana bs? W musta7eel a5ali a7ad ya5thk mni, enti basmti ana w bas!

 She laughed because she has nothing to say, I guess this is the perfect time, I held her chin with my hand and pulled her face closer to mine, my lips pressed on hers, I bit her lower lip then backed off, her face turned red, my heart wont stop beating so fast, I liked it.

 Then i pulled her hand closer to my body then I side hugged her and started walking again, she was still shy because of what just happened and I was acting like nothing happened to avoid awkward moments.

 Aziz: basmti tshoufen hathak el seekal?
Basma: eeh?
Aziz: 6b tfkreen b eli afakkir feeh?
Basma: laa la 3ziz 7g el nas a5af yshoufona
Aziz rididng the bike: e7na nst3eerah fa8a6 ma nsrgah
Basma: la ya she5?
Aziz laughing: yalla trkben wla as7ab 3aleek? Basma: la la barkab

 I was sitting in the front and she was sitting on the backseat, and she was too shy to hold me so she wont fall, I held her hands and placed them around my waist.

 We roamed around the compound again, kil shwai asawi nafsi a9dm bil parked cars, wla a9dm el r9eef, hblt bil bnt elmskena<3

At 12, we went back to the car after returning the bikes, We got in and I started driving to her house, she was really tired so i placed one hand on the wheel and the other one was hugging her and at the same time playing with her hair. I know that she loves it when someone does that.

We were listening to drake, perfect ending for a perfect night, when we arrived to her house, I hugged her and kissed her on the cheeks and then she left.

I had so much fun, I even didn't want her to leave, it was a night worth living.

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incoming call R<3

Aziz: na3am?

Reema: ent 3ala ay asaas tl7gni w tji el party? You stalked me 9a7?
Aziz: mn jdk enti?
Reema: a3riff 7rakatik akeed you stalked me
Aziz laughing: hey hey enti bellah meen t7asbeen nafsik? Meen la3b 3aleek w gayl enk t'hmeeni lhathi eldrja? Mu bs 3shan sktt lnfseetik ya3ni ana myt 3aleek! 3a6eetik akbar mn 7ajmk yalla yalla bs bye

I hung up, just like that! It feels really good letting it all out, she's making a fool out of herself, i think i gave that girl too much attention and she doesn't deserve it, so this is it.

ما بيّن بعينك على كثر ماجاك
لا وحسافه ليتني ما عطيتك
تخطي واعذرك واتحمل خطاياك
هويت غلطاتك كثر ما هويتك

So we chilled at waleed's and i was kinda overthinking what happened today, waleed noticed that so he suggested to skype with Hala.

He called her to ask her if she was free, and in the meanwhile i went to my car to bring my laptop, and by the time i entered the room he said talking to hala "okay yalla bs 5 dgayg"

I opened the laptop then gave it to waleed so he can sign in from his account and went to the bathroom, when i came back i found him already chatting with hala bs voice call.

Waleed: hatha hu ja
Aziz: halllaaa
Hala: 3aziiz kaifuuu?
Aziz: mnee7 enti keefek?
Hala: n7mdu
Aziz: gal lk waleed wsh 9ar?
Waleed: la ma gltlha
Hala: haw wsh 9ar
Aziz talking like a girl: omg hallush t5yli eesh 9ar!
Hala shouting: 3zayzz e5li9 wsh mhbb

I laughed then told her everything that happened with Reema, its just that hala's point of view is really important to me, she's one of the few people that i care about what they think about me.

Hala gasping: 3zayz ya kalb mn jdik!
Aziz: yameenan bellah hatha eli 9ar
Hala: 6b ma kan '3reeb enk shftaha m3 mishaal?
Waleed: 9adga walla ma fkrna feeha
Hala: sbk!
Waleed: enti el sbyka kli zag
Aziz: la jid ma wdi a'6lm el walad, ya3ni hu 3rfha gbli fa mali 7g agoulh la tklmha
Hala: bs he knows that you guys are together so he shouldn't have talked to her
Waleed: yal soosa enti eskti
Hala laughing: la walla mn jdi fkro feeha
Waleed: 5ala9 5ala9 5n n'3yr el mw'6o3 eli y'3bn
Hala laughing so hard: laa l7'6a 3zayz b9ra7a youm r7t twg3tik bt6gha! Bs r7t 36etha n'6ra w rja3t!
Aziz: wsh da3wa 3ad 93ayda e7na
Waleed shouting: rjaaal ma ymd ydh 3ala 7urmh!
Hala: wj3 inshallah tarani lisa abi ethni

We chatted for two or three hours, mn salfa l salfa, w lazim thouli yt6agoun, asamehum Tom&Jerry 3ala kthr ma yt6agoun ella enhum ma y3eshoun bdoun ba3a'6

Hala: elmuhm i gotta go omi tnadeeni
Aziz: ma b6luha elbanat thil ta9reefa?
Waleed: marraa hala 67ti mn 3aini wsh thil t9reefa amana wain lagytna
Hala: kilu zag bs adri t6g6gun 3li 3shan a39b bs bkabir 3agli m3 eni a9'3rkum w ma7a ard 3laikum! Bye

And she ended the call, i laughed so hard at her reaction, after an hour i felt really sleepy so i went home.

The week passed by so fast, ma ymdeni a'3m'6 3eni ella mrt thlath sa3at, ma 9ar shai muhm, same old boring routine, except that i've been fighting the urge to go and talk to Reema, I dont even know why.

Oh and basma? This girl is indescribable, she's the kind of person that you talk to when you're feeling down, she became a big part of my life, she's coming over to my house on Thursday, and to be honest, i'm so excited to see her, but yet, i'm not in love with her, just not yet.

M3tkf bil bait 6oul el esbou3 ashouf movies m3 leena w arou7 anam, now i know how girls feel like, i felt like it was the time of the month and i was pmsing, it was funny actually.

So today is Wednesday, which means family gathering, double fun!

I woke up at 4pm, took a shower, wore my clothes, then chilled in my room for an hour, i was smoking, listening to music and bbming basma

BS: babe mta aji bukrah?
Az: mta ma tben yagalbi elbait mftou7 lk b ay wagt;;)
BS: LOOL:$ 7?
Az: basmti gltlk mta ma tbeen t3ali
BS: okay:$
Az: yo
BS: hmm?
Az: the alphabets are 20 right?
BS: 26
Az: i must've forgotten U R A Q T!
BS: hahaha ok this made me laugh!
Az: are they 26 now?
BS: la 9aru 25
Az: i'll give you the D later;)
BS: ASSHOLE LOOOOOOOL!
Az: hahahaha you love me
BS: i'm still laughing LOOOLL
Az: 6b a7bik
BS: 6b ana amout feeik!

No i'm not an asshole, i only tell her that i love her when i feel like we're bonding, which is all the time, but still!

I heard knocking on the door, and i knew it was Leena cause she's the only one that knocks the door before entering in this house.

Aziz: ed5li

She came in and she was wearing a black beautiful dress, she's the kind of girl that takes care of herself but this time she looked really pretty, i smiled.

Leena: 3azuzi yalla jw w baba ys2al 3nik!
Aziz: inshallah galbi
Leena: bt'3yr mlabsk?
Aziz: eeh

She went to my drawer to choose what should i wear tonight, she picked a blue jeans and and a white shirt, i love it when she does that, she reminds me of my mom.

Leena: yalla goum elbs
Aziz teasing her: atfa9a5 gdamk ya3ni?
Leena while her face turns red: wjaa3 yal w95!
Aziz: e6l3i bs
Leena: malat!

She was walking to the door

Aziz opening his hands: hey you didn't hug me today

She came for a hug and i squeezed her really tight

Aziz: 79nti nfsk?
Leena: eeh
Aziz: kways yalla galbi enzli t7t al7en ana jay
Leena: okay

I changed my clothes again, then went to the living room, slmt 3aleehum b3den r7t lil mul7g, saw the whole group, they were using their phones, I bet their parents forced them to come, lol just like mine.

Jlst b3eed 3nhum and i started smoking and using my phone, till i felt someone sitting next to me, turned my face to find that it was Rana,

Rana: ahlaan!
Aziz: hala
Rana: keefik?
Aziz: el7amdella zeen w enti?
Rana: el7amdellah, wanna watch a movie?
Aziz: eeh yalla, eesh hu?
Rana: project X
Aziz: eeh mn zman wdi ashoufa yalla

She connected the HDMI wire to leena's laptop and played the movie.

I was actually having fun and i laughed at every comment they say, thats why I love watching movies, by the time it was over, rana looked at me and it seems like she has something to say

So i went out, then she followed me
Aziz: shfeek?
Rana: eeh 9a7, w tgoul li how was the party?

She laughed then walked away.

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Aziz: e7lif!

Waleed: walla twah gayl li msh3l! W ygoul '3areba ma ja 3aziz l2n reema mwjoda

Aziz: laa la hathi akeed enjnt!

I stood up, grabbed my car keys and ran to the door

Sultan: waain wain raay7!

Aziz: barou7 lha!

Waleed: trou7 wsh tsawi yal mjnoun ehda awal

Aziz: ana ray7 tboun tjoun m3ay wla la?

Sultan: ella yalla jayeen!

I suffer from anger management, that's why they came with me, i was so disappointed and mad, i dont even know what am i going to do there.

Mskna 5a6 lil thmama w el3yal ga3den ysta'6rfun, ygalhum y5fafon
Waleed with a girly tone: 3azuuzi law 9arli shai la sm7 allah bsm allah 3li, btji tsa3dni bhathi elsur3a?
Aziz: waleed kil zag!
Sultan covering his face: la 7abebi 3azuzi aslan ma7a y9er li shai w ana m3ak

I was ignoring them, it's too funny but i dont want to laugh 3shan heebti ma tru7, dgeet 3ala mishaal a5tht elwa9f w w9lna bsr3a.

When we arrived there, it was crowded, i started having second thoughts about what i'm doing, but just imagining that Reema is inside having fun with guys when she lied to me and said that she's with her mother pissed me off again.

I went inside and Waleed followed me, sultan stayed in the car because he didn't want to cheat on his girlfriend, anyways, i saw alot of girls that i know but didn't find the only girl that i love. Where is she?

I used to go to these kind of parties but i stopped, and i was really shocked, its like i'm not in Saudi arabia, everyone is either drunk or high, i mean what if alhay2a caught them? Lthi eldrja mst'3nen 3n sum3t'hum w thgt ahlhum..

You know what? Maybe mishaal was lying to me, cause i trust my Reema and i know she would never do something like that to me, just right before i was leaving, i was actually smiling because i didn't find her, and when i turned around, i saw her right there, standing with mishaal alone.

Hold me tight, let me go
Heal my heart, hurt my soul
Build me up, break me down
Make me smile, make me frown
Give me love, take it all away
Give me love, not enough
Just a touch, what the fuck 
its just us, this aint right
This is love hate thing.


I froze, you cant read my emotions from the look of my face, but it killed me to know that the only girl i fell for, did that to me, karma, isn't it?

Our eyes met, she was shocked to see me but she acted like she doesn't know me, this is pointless, i went to the car and told waleed to drive, because i cant focus on anything.

This is why i've been avoiding falling in love for so long, i mean, why cant i fall in love with Rana? At least she loves me, and i.. trust her, yeah i do! She doesn't talk to alot of guys, she doesn't go to mixed parties and.. maybe that's why i fell for Reema? Because she's exactly like me.

I remembered her, how she used to take care of everyone, how she used to punish me because i come home late, how she used to go shopping with Leena every weekend, and.. My father.. He changed alot, he wasn't like that, 3 years ago, he used to joke about everything, he used to take us for lunch every Thursday, but everything has changed since she passed away, allah yr7mha.


Even my old friends left me, they knew that my house was always open for them, i let them in whenever they wanted and they took advantage of that, they started talking to me only when they wanted to throw a party at my house or invite their girlfriends over, and i never said no to them, abi ashouf ela wain yboun yo9loun b7rkat'hum hathi?

Sultan s7b nfsah mnhum w ma9ar yji, b3den jabuli mshakil m3 abouy, sultan kan daym ygoul entbh mnhum ma7a yjeboulk ella elmshakil bs ma swait shai ella lma shft thal shai b3aini, aklmhum ykounon msh'3oulen b3den algahum 6al3en sawa, kbrt 3gli bilbdaya bs ba3den zgt m3i w mn 7rkat'hum.

When we arrived waleed's house, we entered mul7g and after two hours, Reema called..

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-this chapter is dedicated to Dana, just to let her know that I am, and will always be here for her, and I love her more than she could ever imagine-





i turned my face and I saw Rana coming in. So I pretended to be using my phone just to avoid the eye contact, I can feel everyone's eyes were on me, waiting for my reaction, but I was as cold as the winter breeze and didn't do anything.

It was pretty awkward after what happened last Wednesday, we were at her house, it was their turn to have the gathering at their house, I didn't want to come, and then again, I didn't want to get in trouble with my father.

I was sitting alone in the backyard using my phone, worried because Reema wasn't answering my calls, she does that all the time but I was just so worried something might have happened to her. And when she answered.

Aziz: enti wain kntiiii? 

Reema: 5air leeh eeshh feeh?

Aziz: leesh ma knti trdeen?

Reema: la ykun ent abuy wla a5uy w ana madri? 

Aziz: bs knt 5yaf ena shai 9arlk

Reema: la t5af ana mu bzr

Aziz: 6yb 7abebti tben shai? 

Reema: slamtik bye

Aziz: b7if'6 Allah! 

And when I was about to go back to the house, I turned around to find Rana standing behind me, she must've overheard the phone call, and my side of the conversation only, so she doesn't know Reema w Kaif eslubha bilkalam.

Aziz: mu 3aib 3laik ttsm3en 3al nas? 
Rana: so is that her?
Aziz: na3am? 
Rana: that's the girl you fell hard for? 
Aziz: wish ga3da t5rb6en enti 
-I know exactly what she's talking about, I just didn't feel like talking about it!-
Rana: yaa brddk ya 3ziz! Al7en a7ar ma 3ndi abrad ma 3ndik? Youm gltlk ana a7bik w amout feeikk! Gltli enik t7b wa7da thanya, hathi hy?
Aziz: na3am enti na3am? Kubrik tkalmeeni bthal eslub! 
Rana: tdri shlounn bass? Ent elkalam ma3akk '6ay3! Maa agoul ella yarab ythawgikk kil eli thwagtni eyah, w yji a7add ysawi feeik kill Eli saweetah feeni!!
Aziz sarcastically: min bu2ikk lbab elsama! 

I just hated how she's forcing me to love her back, she's only 16 yo!!! 8sambellah k2anha Leena bilnsba li! She thinks that part of being a teenager is falling in love and having a boyfriend, walla fahma '3ala6, 3shan ketha ma7ibha t5tl6 wajid b Leena.

And of course she told everyone about what happened just to let them see how big of a jerk I am, w Kaif hy elma'6louma eli ma7ad y7ibha, see? One of the many reasons why I don't like this girl, she's just a kid! 

Back to reality, she sat next to me and then side hugged me, I looked at her with a straight face and then looked at my phone again. Mafi karama? Ma tfham?

Rana: zeezoo wish feeikk?

That's what Reema used to call me when we first met each other, how did she.... Thil bnt mu 6abee3ya.

Aziz: wsh nadeeteni? 
Rana with an evil smile: zeezo? Wila bas Reema tanadeek feeh?
Aziz: Rana yameenan Bellahh law shftik mgrba mnha aw msawya lha shai, walla ma y79l lk  5air, w shoufeni 7lft! W enti t3rfeeni la 39bt!

Rana's face expressions changed, and she's trying not to look at me in the eye, I know what she's up to and what shes gonna do and I'm gonna stop that psycho bitch.

Rana: uff shfeeik ent ketha ma tmza7?
Aziz standing up: eb3di 3an wajhi

Rja3t li el '6eega, ma gdrt atnaffas zen, 6l3t mn el basement bsr3a w mareeit mn elmajlis eli kan ga3d abouy feeh w kan y36eeni n'6rat eli law 6l3t mn elbait mara7 y9eer lk 5air, bs sfahta l2ni knt abi aw9l elsyara bsr3a, mabeehum yshoufoni b thil7alah, mabeehum yshoufon '63fi w Kaif ana a3ani mn hathi el '6ega. W Thani marra tjeeni elyoum, ya leel m6walk something bad is gonna happen tonight I can feel it.

Rkbt elsyara w sh'3ltha w 3laeet 3al mukayyaf, bs abi atnaffas hawa bard, after like 6 minutes, I felt so much better and when I was about to go back to the house, I saw Leena running towards me and then my father is following her.

She opened the door and then hugged me
Leena: 3ziz jtk el'6eegaa 9a7??
Aziz smiling: haw wsh '6eegta enti ba3ad ttfawleenn 3ala a5ouk el kabeer 
Leena: 3zuuzi la tkthb 3li a3rf wajhik lama tjeek, akeed ma ta5ith 3lajatik 9a7?
Abu aziz: la t5wfeen nafsik ya bnti bs t3rfeen 3bdulaziz y7ib ykabir el omour
Aziz faking a laugh: shfti? Abouy 9adigg!
Leena kissing my forehead: adri enkum bs tgoulon ketha bs ma tshouf shar ya dnyti ent!
Aziz: 7abeebti elshar ma yjeek!
Leena opening the back door: baba yalla 5an nrja3
Abu aziz: enti erj3i m3 3bdulaziz w ana bag3id hena
Leena: okay bye babaa

For some reason, I didn't want him to come with us, so I started driving and headed to the ritz Carlton to drop Leena at her friends, she wanted to go home with me just because she was worried, this is exactly why i dont tell her about it, cause she gets sick worried, and i hate those pity looks, and i hate that i can't do anything about it.

I dropped her and then went to Waleed's house, him and sultan refused to go with the other guys, because those guys party hard and invite every girl in riyadh, they sometimes forget that we live in Saudi Arabia, they think that being open minded, they have to fuck every girl they see, drink every drink they hold, and smoke every blunt.

Its their lives and their free to do whatever, and the fact that mishaal met Reema at a mixed party and then he introduced me to her, is killing me, but thank god she stopped that bad habit, stopped going to this kind of parties, and if she didn't, i swear i'll go insane.

We were watching Harry potter, one more thing you don't know about me, that i am obsessed with movies and tv shows, i watched every movie and every tv show, literally.

I was bbming Reema and she wasn't answering so i started pinging her till she said "wjaa3 ma tfham ana ma3 omi:s" and then i replied with "okay i'm sorry babe, bs mta ma tf'6en dgi 3li" I felt bad for disturbing her, i didnt want her to get in trouble with her parents, i dont want her to go through the same hell that i'm going through, then she said "K."

Then my phone started ringing and it was basma, i love this girl, no wait, i love her but i'm not in love with her, see the difference? She's just too adorable, i answered my phone and started chatting with her, or you may say, flirting with her.

 waleed's phone started ringing and when he answered, wjhh tglb 180 drjaa, i hung up the phone then ran to waleed.

Aziz: wsh feekk?!
Waleed: mishaal ygoul enh shaf reema bil 7afla 7gt'hum.
Aziz:...

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HAI!

i'm back with a whole different story, the surprise you've been waiting for! and i hope you guys like it!

well this story is about a guy named, Abdulaziz. everything in this story is 100% and it all happened to him, the story will be from his point of view but i'll be writing it.

so let's begin, shall we?

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i already told you my whole life story

not just based on my description

cause where you see it from where you're sittin'

is probably 110% different 

i guess we would have to walk a mile

in each other's shoes, at least

what size you wear? i wear tens

let's see if you can fit your feet

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i sat on the chairs next to my friends, i was really tired and my phone was ringing and when i checked the caller ID i smiled and answered

Aziz smiling: halaa walla

then i heard my friend sultan's comment and laughed, he said ''eeh 3ndna tkshr bs l7abeebatik tshg el ebtsama''

Basma: ahlaan 7abebi

Aziz: keefik 7abebti wa7shtnii?

Basma shyly laughing: kwaysa

Aziz: afaa ya3ni ma w7shtk?

Basma: ella w7shtni

Aziz: gad eesh?

Basma: baby 5alaa9

Aziz: ahaha 5ala9 ya galbi elmarra eljaya btgulen

Basma laughing: eeh inshalah

Aziz: yalla ya 7yati ana m3 el 3yal al7en ba3den aklmik

Basma: okay babe bye

then i heard my other friend saying ''laa ba3ad ma '3azltha w 5l9t e7trmt wjudna w glt el 3yal 3ndi'' ma amdani ard ella w jawali ydg marra thanya, it was an unkown number but i answered anyway

Aziz: hala

......: haaii zezo

Aziz: uhm ahleen

......: keefik?

Aziz: ma3lesh bs meen m3ay?

.......: shda3wa ma 3rftni?

-ya leel el wahga-

Aziz: ellaa hala 7abeebtii

....... bm9ala t'67ak: ahaha eeh 5ft enk ma 3rftni

Aziz: la 6ab3aan 7abebti a3rfha!

........: esma3 bagulk salfa

Aziz: laa ya glbi ma ymdeni al7en m3 el3yal ba3den aklmik

w gflt b wjhha.

Sultan: ma 3rftaha 9a7?

Aziz: laa thour ana ansa asajil el argam

Sultan: eeh mn kthrhum ma tg9r mashallah 3laik 

Nahar: ma t6fsh mn thil 7arakat?

Aziz: a6fash mnhum eeh bs mn thil 7arakat la2!

Sultan: eskt eskt yr7m omk la tbda2 b thal mw'6u3 *pointing at me* tha rasah yabs

Aziz: rwgoona bas w esktu la tjeebun 6ari banat bdg

Nahar: ohh '3areeba mnhi thi eli ent tdg 3aleeha mu hy tdg

Mishaal: allah la ywareek hathi el wa7eeda eli jayba rasah

i stood up and walked out of nahar's mul7g, i hate it when they talk about my relationships with all those girls, even tho they're just like me, except for Sultan, he's loyal to his girlfriend, and i think its stupid, why talk to one girl when you can talk to 20? but i never say anything in front of him because i respect his decision, and i dont like to talk to Reema in front of the guys, byguloon eeh 5aruuf hathi eli jabat rask w byflmun.

knt ga3d aktb rgmha eli 7af'6a, w elshai el'3areeb eni 7af'6 ragm bnt mu mn 3adti 

Reema: ahlan

Aziz: halaa wallaa galbi reema kaifk?

Reema: el7amdellah ent?

Aziz: el7amdellah ba3d ma sm3t 9outik

Reema: 3ziz tbi shai ana mu fa'6ya?

Aziz: la bs mshtaglk

Reema: 7atta ana bs aklmk ba3deen

Aziz: 6yb entabhi lnafsik 7abebti

Reema: bye.

yeah, that's her, the girl that i love and care about. i went back lil mul7ag to take my car keys and my stuff

Mishaal: 3aziz btji el youm el br?

Aziz: la walla ma3zum!

Nahar: laa 3ad kil group el banat thoulek byjun!

Sultan: 5ala9 el walad gal ma ybi yji

Aziz: ma3lesh el marra eljaya bji inshallah

then i drove back to my house, while i was driving my dad called and i had to answer

Aziz: hala yuba
Abu Aziz: laa hala wla mas'hla
Aziz: 5air yuba shfeek?
Abu Aziz screaming: ANA MA GLTLK TG3D ELYOUM FI ELBEET BNRU7 LBAIT ABU KHALID? Lazim t6l3 m3 shlt el9ya3a 7gtk? Musta7eel tsawi shai agula?
Aziz: 5ala9 yuba 7a9al 5air ana asif
Abu Aziz: w mr e5tk mn bait 9degtha la tt25r 3laiha la awrek shai ma y3jbk
Aziz: sm inshallah

W gfl bwajhi, he's always like that, w mst'3rb ma hz2ni akthar? Shaklh mrwg elyoum?

I went to pick up my little sister from her friend's house, i used to talk to alot of my sister's friends bdun ma hy tdri, w b3'6hum tdri eni aklmhum, lma e5ti t7i6 9urti w y3rfun eni a5uha yjun 3ndi ytmel7un b ask fm

Fj2a e5ti tdahm elsyara, trkb w tskr elbab b agwa ma 3ndha

Aziz: shwaii shwaii! El3yal ar8 mnk
Leena: wja3 elnas ysalmun awal
Aziz: bil'6ab6! Ysalmun mu yksrun el abwab!
Leena: efff 3azoozi eskt walla mali 5lg shai
Aziz looking at the road: slamat shfeek
Leena with her girly voice: t5ayaal 3azuzi elyoum surprise wa7da mn elbanat w 7ajzen lha fi el ritz carlton w ma agdr aru7 bsbb el3azeema elzft
Aziz: amanaa? La 3add ella ketha guli '3eerha!
Leena about to cry: 3azuzziii 5ala9
Aziz kissing her forehead: km nana 3ndi ana? Ba3d el3azeema aw9lk 3ndhum
Leena with puppy eyes: 9dggg?
Aziz: eeh
Leena: gaalbi ana a5uy elkabeerr

I smiled, hathi dalu3ti, musta7eel agul lha la2 aw ashufha z3lana, mabeeha t7taj a7ad aw t6lb shai mn a7ad, 7atta abuy mabeeha t7taja, a7awl eni a9eer lha el om, el abu, el a5u w el 9deeg, she means the world to me and i'm happy as long as she's happy.

I wanted to smoke but i didn't want to smoke with my sister in the car! So i waited til i get home, and when we arrived, ma amdani asakir elsyara ella w ynadeni abuy

Aziz: amr yuba?
Abu Aziz: rou7 sheel el7ala w elmuksrat mn syart elsawag w 76ha bsyartk, w ru7 jeeb sheeshti mn '3urfti w 76ha bsyartik

I stayed quite, al7en kaif bymdeni atrwsh w albs? Ya leel m6walk!

Abu Aziz: E5LI9 YALLAA!

I did exactly what he asked me to do, and when i entered the house and wanted to go to my room, 7sait b '6eega mu 6abe3ya, la mu wagtha!!! W el bait 9ayr yjeeb li el ham after she passed away, r7mt allah 3laiha.

Ba3d ma ra7at el '6ega w jet bgum l '3urfti, shft abuy nazl m3 leena and he was side hugging her.

Abu Aziz: yalla gdami gum sh'3l elsyara
Aziz: baru7 abdl w bajeekum
Abu Aziz: esta7 3ala wajhik tgul li ketha yalla emsh
Leena: haw babaa! 5lh yru7 ybdl!
Abu Aziz: 5 dgayg w tkun fi elsyara

I ran up to my room, changed my clothes and when i was about to light up my cigarette, my father called, fucking hell.

Fa rj3t nzlt t7t 3la6ul w rkbt elsyara, Hza2ni el wald wajd allah yhdeeh and i tried to stay calm w ma ard 3aleh 3shan ma tkbr elsalfa, kil ma swait shai yhawsh, kil ma glt shai yhawsh, fa eln8ash m3ah 3a8eem

And then i headed to his friend's house, every wednesday ysawun dwrya w kil esbu3 dur a7ad, the family friends gathering, and next wednesday bykun el gathering fi betna, shayl hma mn al7en

W9lna w d5lna slmna 3al 7areem w el rjal b3den nzlna ana w Leena el basement to find our friends sitting there, slmt 3laihum w g3dt l7ali, i love their company bs mu 6ul el wagt, there were Raghad, Sarah meshael, fahad and Abdulrahman, raghad and meshael are 18, kbr Leena, sarah fahad and abdulrahman a9'3ar mni b sana, ya3ni 20.

I was bbming my friends, Waleed and hala, kilna b chat wa7id w jalsen nsulf w y6g6gun 3li, we've been friends since forever, i feel comfortable with them and i can tell them anything and everything.

Hala77: r7amtikk 3aziz marra:(
Waleed: jeddan!
Az: kilu zag
Hala77: theek mwjoda?
Az: no not yet, madri ymkn tji
Waleed: walla w'63k sheen ya 9degi
Az: tstahbil!

B3den t7mstt m3 swaleef Sarah w abdulrahman w bdet ana asulf w a6g6g m3ahum and i was really having fun then i turned my face and saw Rana coming in

shit.

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when i looked at najla's face kan mt9fg and she was giving me the "look behind you!" looks, so I did, and when i turned around shft a5r sh59 knt mtwg3a eni ashoufa!

i saw my dad entering the restaurant and then my mom followed!! noo not now! i leaned on Saud's side so he can cover me, kil el group tgrwshu w ertbku w hum malhum d5l w najla nzlt t7t el 6awla, bal'3t shwai! the hottie stood up and pulled my hand, i stood up as well and i was giving my parents my back, we went to the other side of the restaurant cause we were waiting for them to sit on their table w ba3den n6l3 mn el m63m, after 4 minutes, they sat on their table and the hottie pulled me out, we walked lma b3dna 3nh 

the hottie: those were your parents?
Hadeel: eeh!! 
the hottie: wow that was close
Hadeel about to cry: eeeh!!
the hottie laughing: w enti shfek m3lga 3ala eeh?
Hadeel smiling: madri
the hottie: eeh and by the way, ana theeb! w enti hadeel 9a7?
*i shyly nodded*
theeb: eeh 3asht el asami, wsh nsawi al7en 6yb?
Hadeel: ma ymdena nrj3 wla hum ymdehum y6l3un 3shan my parents ma yshufon najla m3hum
theeb: 6yb 5ala9 lets go back to your hotel so you can change and then we'll meet them at abc!
Hadeel: uhm okay yalla

We got on the first taxi we saw and we went to our hotel, d5lt el'3urfa w lma t2kdt ena mafi a7d nadeet theeb and i went straight to the bathroom to take a shower, wore the first outfit i layed my eyes on and braided my hair, its just the weather is too hot here w mab'3a sha3ri yntfsh, i've had enough embarrassment for one day. and when i went to the living room i found theeb sleeping on the couch, he looked adorable 7arram shkla t3ban marra, so i checked my phone and found a message from najla saying that they'll meet us at abc, so i had to wake theeb up.

Hadeel poking theeb: theeb, theeb yalla gom, come on wolf wake up *laughing* amza7 ya s5fi
Theeb rubbing his eyes: marra sa5eefa
Hadeel: bsm allah!
Theeb laughing: yalla bs emshi 

he was heading to the door and i was walking behind him and staring at his back and how tall and sexy this guy is, suddenly he turned around to face me and i gasped because being creepy l2ni ga3da a6al3h bzyada

Theeb: you look cute tho! 

my heart skipped a beat and i smiled without saying anything, i'm not used to this! the only compliments i used to get were from my mom and the maid, and honestly i looked like shit, t3rfun kaif ykun shklkum lma tkunon bil bait w malkum 5lg a7d so you just wear anything? yeah.

so the car ride to the mall was pretty awkward, i bet he just threw that compliment w ma fakkar b shai, he was using his phone and he looked upset or mad, idk but i knew that there was something wrong with him, and we dont even know each other that ldrjt eni as2lh wsh feek, bygul wsh tbi thi mswya tmon, then he turned his face and caught me staring at him, so i looked away.

Theeb: t5yli wsh 9ar
Hadeel: uhm wsh 9ar?
Theeb: fi bnt ya5ti marra 3ajbtni w kil shai feeha 3ajbni o8sm bellah ana mu ketha bs thil bnt abeeha y3ni abeeha
Hadeel: and why are you telling me this?
Theeb: calm down american girl w esm3i, knt adwrha bkil mkan, facebook w myspace bs ma lgetha, lma marra shftha common friend my najla so i added her and she accepted the request, b3dha w e7na nsulf w 97 enha thgela bs hatha eli 3lgni feha akthr w t6wrt el omoor w 9art 3ndi bbm, a97a w anam 3ala swalefha, w gbl km youm galtli enha jaya beirut w hatha eli 7msni 3al sfra akthar! w gltlha eni b6l3 m3ak tara w ana nawy eni la 6l3t m3ha agulha eni a7bha w kil shai, w t5yli wsh galt?
Hadeel: wshu
Theeb: la a5af my ex yshufni!! al7en ma 5aft ena ahlha yshofonha bs 5aft ena el ex 7gha yshufha? 

I dont know why he was telling me this, but i felt like she was the most beautiful girl in this world, i wanted to be like her, and i felt jealous too. adri ma y7g li abdan bs wsh asawi? A9lan i have no clue about these things, i've never been into a serious relationship, except for this one time, i met a guy on Netlog. dont judge me. he was the sweetest guy and its unbelievable how he gets me w ya3rf ana wsh afakkir feeh w y3rf lma akun z3lana jd aw at'3la, w y3rf lma tkun zaga m3i aw mali 5lg shai, i fell for him. Our relationship lasted for four years, i was a kid when i first talked to him, everything about him was perfect, but there was one thing that was bothering me, he never sent me his pictures, i didnt know how he looked like, bs el ashya2 elthanya t'36i 3ala thal shai. Lamma ja youm w en9dmt feeh 9dmt 3umri zai ma ygulon lol!

Sultan: deedo
Hadeel: 3yuni
Sultan: i gotta tell you something
Hadeel: what is it?
Sultan: i cant do this anymore, i tried but i couldn't

i was shocked, sad, angry and scared at the same time, shocked because everything was perfect, sad because i dont want this relationship to end, angry because i hated the way he controlled me, and scared because i was afraid of losing him. fucked up feelings eh?

Sultan: wanna know why?
Hadeel: eeh?
Sultan: el sbab enik ma gd shfti shakli wla sm3ti 9uti wala shai, hu ena ana bnt..

WHAT!

Hadeel: s6oo6i if this was one of your silly pranks tara ma y'67k
Sultan: hadeel walla ma astahbil! And my name is Leena! 

I didn't know what to say, so i just ignored her and deleted her conversation, few days later i blocked her then deleted her, wow really? I was in love with a girl? What kind of fucked up world do we live in? 

I felt like someone was holding my hand, then i realized it wss theeb and he was like "ma wdk tnzleen wla 3ajbtk ga3dat el taxi?" i smiled.

The day went by very well. Najla and the guys came and then we went to watch a movie, 6ab3an g3dna sa3a 3ala ma n5tar ay movie nd5l, eli ybi action w eli ybi romantic w ana a'67k 3lehum l2n a9lan ma yfrg m3ay. Then theeb was like "5luu hadeel hy eli t8rr, wsh tbeen nd5l?" dont laugh at me but i felt really important. W glt el movie eli theeb yb'3a yshufa, he smiled and then side hugged me.



After the movie i was reallyyy tired and the rest of the group kanu byrj3u 3ala turki's apartment bs ana ma kan li 5lg w a9lan ma a7b thal n'6am, fa gltlhum eni brj3, then theeb was like "etha hadeel mu mwjoda ana mara7 aji!" ekyuttt ya5i! Fa ja yw9lni w g3dna nsulf bil taxi w lma w9lt i said goodbye then he kissed me on the cheek. I didn't want to leave, i wanted to stay with him ya5i:(

Days passed by, me and theeb grew closer to each other, he picks me up at the morning w b3den yw9lni bil leel, he's so funny he can make me laugh easily, he never talked about that girl ever again, maybe just maybe he started to like me? Because i know that i do! 

Najla sa7ba 3li, ma tdg 3li wala shai, mn awal ma jet Beirut ma 6l3na ana wyaha l7alna, kil youm 9b7 beach b3den abc b3den n9hum yro7o turki's apartment w el n9 elthani yro7o Solider, w najla kant daym tru7 3nd turki and i hated kaif hy sa7ba, if it wasn't for theeb, i'd be going out with abeer and her friends.

So one day me and theeb were at hardees, standing in a line waiting for our turn to order, 6lbna w kil shai b3den r7na g3dna 3al 6awlat, he looked really nervous and when i asked him whats wrong? He said "elbnt eli gltlk 3nha mn zman mwjoda hena b hardees!" w ma amdani agul shai ella a girl approached to our table, maayy3a w ttmel7, but to be honest, she's hot but not beautiful, ya feel me? Elli she's hot mn 6regt lbsha w t3rf t76 make up lnfsaha w sha3rha 7elw bs lma a7d ydgg bwjhha ystw3b enha gsh3a.

The girl: haha oh my god theeb mani m9dga ena enta hena!

Fake laugh, fake 7ejazi accent, fake everything. 

Theeb smiled nervously: ehh ahlaan meshael!
Meshael: keefk? 
Theeb: el7amdella w enti 3sak b5air?
Meshael: kwaysaa, esm3ni i need to talk to you '6ruri
Theeb standing up: yalla

They left, i waited for him to come, but he didn't, so i left too and went back to the hotel, i was feeling like shit, actually i was about to cry when i saw the way he looks at her, i'll just back off and let them enjoy their time together.


Last day in Beirut, i literally can't wait to go back to Riyadh, ba3d thek el salfa i spent most of my time at the hotel or at the beach with abeer, me and theeb haven't talked since that day, lol y'6a7ik enh kan y'6y3 wgta m3ay w lma jt 7abeebt galba s7b 3li.


-Two months later-

School started, finally i have something to get my mind off theeb, i studied really hard and got really good grades, my parents are so proud of me.

One day, i went to school really early and i usually dont take my phone with me, my excuse that i'm afraid that i might get caught w bya5thu jawali, but the truth is i really dont have anyone to talk to fa malh fayda law jbta!

when i came back from school i had lunch with the family and then went straight to my room, changed to pjs and when i was about to fall asleep, i felt my phone vibrating, someone is pinging me, '3areeba! Lma a5thtah shft ena najla was pinging me ma rkzt 3al bagi bs d5lt 3ala her chat.

N33: ya bnt!
N33: PING!!!
N33: PING!!!
Hadeel.: hala?
N33: mn zman 3nk:(

-La ya she5a- 

Hadeel: eeh
N33: anyways bader asked me for your pin and i gave it to him.
Hadeel: without asking me?
N33: you took forever to reply fa glt akeed mara7 tguli shai
Hadeel: uhm

Lma 6l3t mn her chat, shft ena i have one request mn.. THEEBB!! Yummaa my heart started beating faster w ba6nii 3wrnii, w3 hatha el sh3ur el butterflies eli ygulo 3nh marra 7elw? Asawi accept wla la? Ana 3ndi saud w turki mn b3d ma rj3t they asked najla for my pin, and of course she gave it to them without asking me, but... whats the worst that could happen? Ma wray shai w a9lan i really miss him! Awal ma swait accept.

Theebalxx: hadeeeell! :o
Hadeel.; hala?
Theebalxx: wa7shteeeni ya kalba
Hadeel: 7atta ent<3

We chatted till i fell asleep, he told me about what happened with Meshael, gal lha enh hu y7bha w hy galt enha 7atta hy and they're together now, well.. i'm happy for him, he finally got what he wanted, eh?

-Two weeks later- 

w33 w33 he keeps talking about meshael eli bzyads 5alaa9 ufff wdi agul lh awal marra tklm bnt wla shfeek?
elmushkla eni abyn eni 6fsht mn 6areha bs mash la 7yat lmn tnadi.

Theeb: bdg 3laik al7en rdi
Hadeel: la
Theeb: rdi bs bs2lk b shai '6ruri
Hadeel: okay 

-incoming call Theebi<3- 
Theeb: alo
Hadeel: alo
Theeb: hala b abuy hala b ahli w 6wayfi kilhum 

-He says that every time we talk on the phone, and it gets me every time he does.-

Hadeel: ahlan! Keefuu?
Theeb: mnee7u enti shu a5baruu 
Hadeel laughing: el7amdellah!
Theeb: esm3eni bstsheerk b shai muhm, shai 7yat aw mout bsm allah 3li
Hadeel: e5l9 3li
Theeb: meesh's birthday b3d esbu3 wsh t7sen ajeeb lha?

-here we go again-

Hadeel: uh.. Madri, a necklace?
Theeb: la a7s m95t salft el slsal
Hadeel: e7fr esmha 3laih!
Theeb: yeah that would be special! Shuukran ya galbi enti wsh bsawi bdunk?
Hadeel blushing: wala shai 6ab3an!
Theeb: pfftt akeed! Elzibda ana bru7 el7mam bye
Hadeel: ew.. Bye

Thats how most of our conversations went, ys2lni wsh ysawi, agul lh, ygul li wsh bsawi bdunk, mdri men gayl lh enh mt3rf 3ala fozya el dre3? And the problem is, that i like him a lot ya5i! T3lgt fil walad bzyada madri wsh asawi! 

-One month later- 

I was frustrated, shocked, even tho i knew this was coming, my tears were running down my face silently, my hands were shaking and i couldn't hold my phone to reply to his text, I just admitted to the most important guy in my life that i love him. I'm so stupid! i shouldn't have embarrassed myself, of course he would choose her over me, she's the "girl of his dreams", he always talks about her, his heart skips a beat whenever we see her, and when he finally got her, that's when i decided to open up to him and tell him about how i feel.

Hadeel: there's something i wanted to say ages ago but never really had the courage till now
Theeb: bsm allah what is it?
Hadeel: i know that you're in a relationship with meshael but i have to say this, i like you, I've liked you since the first time i saw you, i like everything about you and i want you to be mine, and mine only.

I closed my phone cause i couldn't handle reading his rejection text. i just covered my face with my blanket, then my phone started ringing, and when i checked the caller ID, it was him. mtfshlaa w msta7yaa ma wdi ard, bs 3aib twni mklmta bbm fa lazim ard! ufff

-incoming call Theebi<3-

Theeb laughing: alooo
Hadeel: hala
Theeb started singing: yaa nas eli tmaneeta a5eeran 9ar ma7bubi, fhamta w huwa fahmni, gbl 7atta yklmni,  elzibda eni mu 7afi'6 el bagi!
Hadeel laughing: estaa7 3ala wjhk ma lget ella ameer el thug?
Theeb gasping: laa la e5ss american girl t3rif a'3ani 3rbya hathi jdeeda!
Hadeel laughing even harder: wjaa3 inshallah 6ay7a mn 3aink ana?
Theeb: laa 7abebti enti shda3waa
Hadeel: eesh?
Theeb: eli sm3teeh! 7abebti w ru7i w 7yati w 3umri enti!
Hadeel: w shsmah meshael?
Theeb: bgulk el 9ra7a bs la t6geeni!
Hadeel: e5l9 wsh msawi
Theeb: tithkreen lma shfnaha b hardees mdri wain
Hadeel: eeh?
Theeb: eeh b3dha 6l3t m3ha, w g3dt ttmeel7 3li eli madri kaif aw9flk, eli shwai w tgul li t3al m3ay el hotel!
Hadeel: eeh?
Theeb: w lma gltlha eni a7ibha galt ma tbi td5il b serious relationship! ana en'3bnt bs a9lan gbl ma ashufha knt mtrdd etha a7bha wla la, tdreen leeh?
Hadeel: uhm leeh?
Theeb: l2ani gablt wa7da mafi mthlha law lfet el 3alam kilah, b 3fwytha w b bra2tha w b dla5tha ba3ad, b3den eng63na ana wyak ftra w g3dt adwrk bkl mkan ma lgetk w ma knt ab as2l el 3yal 3n your pin, lma bil a5eer estslmt w s2lt bader w jabh li, w gltlk eni m3 meshael l2ni knt abi ashuf rdt f3lk, w enbs6t youm shftk '3rti w a3jbni el w'63 b9ra7a, bs kways eni sawet thil 7araka wla kan ma glti eli glteeh tw
Hadeel: la7'6a.. ya3ni..?
Theeb: 3shan tfhmenha yal american girl, i like you too and now you're mine and i'm yours!

i finally got what i wanted, he's mine now! i felt butterflies all over my stomach and finally i felt the good kind of butterflies, i still cant believe that, to be honest.


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dark paradise: 2

I woke up annoyed by najla's squeaky voice, why is she waking me up so early i wanna go back to sleep. "Leave me the fuck alone!" I said shouting. "Ahahaha la ya mama mafi noum, yalla the guys are waiting for us" she said. I sighed then went to the bathroom, did the morning routine and then when i came out, my room was in total mess, my stuff were all over the room, najla was looking for something. Ugh

Hadeel: shga3da tsaween inti!
Najla: hadeeloh e9dmeni w guli enk ma jbti lna bikinis?
Hadeel: haw la i thought that you brought them
Najla: i obviously didnt!
Hadeel: well, akeed fi m7lat tbe3
Najla: ma atwg3 abad
Hadeel: nshouf!

I applied some make up cause wajhi mu bas kan mfg3, eli b3dh! And wore a blue long maxi dress and side-braided my hair, when i came back to my room i found Najla was chatting with my sister Abeer

Najla: 7asha ma b'3aiti!
Hadeel smiling: sorryy *talking to Abeer* enti wain btru7en elyum?
Abeer: ba6la3 at'3da m3 sarah b3den ymkn nrou7 cinema
Najla: a6faaaal
Abeer pinching her: malk d5l enti
Hadeel laughing: okay have fun w bye
Abeer: you too!

We grabbed our beach bags and then went down to the lobby, i was so starving w lama glt l najla 5l nf6r, galt la ma y7taj 5n nt'3da b3d el beach a7san, so i just ordered coffee from Starbucks, got into the car and the driver drove us to Edde Sands, turki said that there are none saudis w 3shan na5ith ra7tna akthar, Najla's phone started ringing and when she checked the Caller ID, it was Bader. she answered w jlsu ysolfun so i put on my headphones, i feel so awkward at such situations. after six minutes or so, she hung up and talked to the driver and he changed the directions, uhm where are we going now?

Hadeel: shsalfa?
Najla: we're picking Bader up
Hadeel: haw?
Najla: wsh feek?
Hadeel: la wala shai!

I wanted to spend some time with her ALONE without the guys, i mean dont get me wrong i like them alot and they're so fun but i'm not used to all of this. But i didn't say anything, i'm ok as long as she's having fun. So we arrived at Bader's hotel and when he came, he was with his friend or brother? idk. But oh my goodness, he defines the word H O T, he has the kind of body that you only see on magazines, Bader ja w rkb gdam, and this hottie opened the door mn jhti, w ana mn el rbka nzlt mn el syara, dont ask me why. He laughed at me and said

The hottie: wsh fek nzlti?
Hadeel: abi arkab janb el bab!
The hottie laughing: uhmm okay..

That was so childish, whats wrong with me wsh eli abi arkb jnb el bab! Ugh. Hu rkb w jls jnb Najla, ya3ni biln9, jet rkbt w ma knt abi agrb mnh l2ni knt mst7ya, i closed the door w my dress 3lg bil bab, s7btah bgwa w enshg! Perfect! Why am i being so weird and awkward? Bader was laughing at me

Najla: haw hadeel wsh jak??
Hadeel: la la mafeni shai
The hottie: 6b 3ndk shai '3airh tlbsena?
Hadeel shyly: la ma 3ndi, enti najla 3ndk?
Najla: la ma twg3t by9er shai zai ketha!
The hottie: 6b esm3eni ana b36ek short el sba7a 7gi w bsb7 b hatha *pointing at the shorts he's wearing*
Hadeel: laa 3adii walla ma y7taj!
The hottie: a9lan ma 3ndk 7l thani! Shufi kaif mg6u3 lma fog!

I didnt say a thing, the rest of the ride was pretty awkward too, bs Najla tsoulf w Bader y'67k, fsheela awal marra el walad yshofni w y9er ketha. Plus he is so freaking hot! Lma w9lna, the hottie gave me his shorts and me and najla went to the store and najla bought shorts then we went to the ladies room, wore the shorts and when i looked at the mirror i laughed and najla laughed too! We looked so silly, we were wearing black tank tops and i'm wearing a blue shorts and najla a black one, they both were tooo baggy and its obvious that they're guys' shorts, it was so embarrassing.

Najla: HAHAHAHA OMG I'M SO GOING TO TAKE A PICTURE OF THIS!
Hadeel: laa ya kalba shsawi i look so silly
Najla: better than nothing
Hadeel: yeah you're right, yalla emshi nshtri lk shai
Najla tgum mn 3al m'3asl: yalla

we went to where the guys were sitting, i put my beach bag down and ignored the guys' comments, but laughed on Mohammed's comment when said "k2nkum 6gm 9babat" then we swam for an hour, we took pictures together then the wanted enna nrkab elbanana but i was just too tired, mu mt3wda at7rk kther:( so i applied the tanning oil and layed on the chair but it was so freaking hot w elshams kant 9ag3tni mubashrtn so i wore my sunglasses.

-2 hours later-

Turki woke me up, i felt so tired and exhausted, "yalla bnrou7 nt'3da" so i took the beach bag and took off my sunglasses.

Turki: laaa laaaa ya hadeel *he laughed*
*i thought something was on my face*
Hadeel: wshuuu:(
Turki: allah yhdek fi a7d ynam w hu labs n'6arat
Bader came: yalla emshuu ga3den ystnu... *looking at me* HAHAHAHAHAHA
Hadeel: ya klab wshu?

I took my mirror out from my bad and when i looked at my face, wow, kil wjhi tanned ella 3yuni bee'6a, mu be'6a bs b louni el6abee3i.... NOOOOOO! SERIOUSLY WHATS WRONG WITH ME TODAY? I wore my sunglasses back. Bader and turki were still laughing at me. Assholes-.- gmt w r7na m63m 3shan nt'3da, i was still wearing the shorts and tank top cause i have nothing else to wear, Saud bda yt3wd 3li i guess? Cause he started joking around with the guys w ysulf w ya5ith w y36i, he's so cute ya5i! He was sitting next to me and we bith ordered burgers, and the hottie was sitting next to me from the other side, we talked about everything and i cant describe how funny bader and mohammed were! People were staring at us because those two were too loud and because of what we were wearing, and i'm still wearing my glasses, just saying..

Bader finished eating: lisaaa jo3an
Mohammed: ent takl mn fmk w el akl y6l3 mn mkan thani?
Bader laughing: basically
Najla: 6b order something else!
Bader: hu shakla hatha eli by9er

I laughed and when i looked at najla's face kan mt9fg and she was giving me the "look behind you!" looks, so I did, and when i turned around shft a5r sh59 knt mtwg3a eni ashoufa!



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