dark paradise: 2

I woke up annoyed by najla's squeaky voice, why is she waking me up so early i wanna go back to sleep. "Leave me the fuck alone!" I said shouting. "Ahahaha la ya mama mafi noum, yalla the guys are waiting for us" she said. I sighed then went to the bathroom, did the morning routine and then when i came out, my room was in total mess, my stuff were all over the room, najla was looking for something. Ugh

Hadeel: shga3da tsaween inti!
Najla: hadeeloh e9dmeni w guli enk ma jbti lna bikinis?
Hadeel: haw la i thought that you brought them
Najla: i obviously didnt!
Hadeel: well, akeed fi m7lat tbe3
Najla: ma atwg3 abad
Hadeel: nshouf!

I applied some make up cause wajhi mu bas kan mfg3, eli b3dh! And wore a blue long maxi dress and side-braided my hair, when i came back to my room i found Najla was chatting with my sister Abeer

Najla: 7asha ma b'3aiti!
Hadeel smiling: sorryy *talking to Abeer* enti wain btru7en elyum?
Abeer: ba6la3 at'3da m3 sarah b3den ymkn nrou7 cinema
Najla: a6faaaal
Abeer pinching her: malk d5l enti
Hadeel laughing: okay have fun w bye
Abeer: you too!

We grabbed our beach bags and then went down to the lobby, i was so starving w lama glt l najla 5l nf6r, galt la ma y7taj 5n nt'3da b3d el beach a7san, so i just ordered coffee from Starbucks, got into the car and the driver drove us to Edde Sands, turki said that there are none saudis w 3shan na5ith ra7tna akthar, Najla's phone started ringing and when she checked the Caller ID, it was Bader. she answered w jlsu ysolfun so i put on my headphones, i feel so awkward at such situations. after six minutes or so, she hung up and talked to the driver and he changed the directions, uhm where are we going now?

Hadeel: shsalfa?
Najla: we're picking Bader up
Hadeel: haw?
Najla: wsh feek?
Hadeel: la wala shai!

I wanted to spend some time with her ALONE without the guys, i mean dont get me wrong i like them alot and they're so fun but i'm not used to all of this. But i didn't say anything, i'm ok as long as she's having fun. So we arrived at Bader's hotel and when he came, he was with his friend or brother? idk. But oh my goodness, he defines the word H O T, he has the kind of body that you only see on magazines, Bader ja w rkb gdam, and this hottie opened the door mn jhti, w ana mn el rbka nzlt mn el syara, dont ask me why. He laughed at me and said

The hottie: wsh fek nzlti?
Hadeel: abi arkab janb el bab!
The hottie laughing: uhmm okay..

That was so childish, whats wrong with me wsh eli abi arkb jnb el bab! Ugh. Hu rkb w jls jnb Najla, ya3ni biln9, jet rkbt w ma knt abi agrb mnh l2ni knt mst7ya, i closed the door w my dress 3lg bil bab, s7btah bgwa w enshg! Perfect! Why am i being so weird and awkward? Bader was laughing at me

Najla: haw hadeel wsh jak??
Hadeel: la la mafeni shai
The hottie: 6b 3ndk shai '3airh tlbsena?
Hadeel shyly: la ma 3ndi, enti najla 3ndk?
Najla: la ma twg3t by9er shai zai ketha!
The hottie: 6b esm3eni ana b36ek short el sba7a 7gi w bsb7 b hatha *pointing at the shorts he's wearing*
Hadeel: laa 3adii walla ma y7taj!
The hottie: a9lan ma 3ndk 7l thani! Shufi kaif mg6u3 lma fog!

I didnt say a thing, the rest of the ride was pretty awkward too, bs Najla tsoulf w Bader y'67k, fsheela awal marra el walad yshofni w y9er ketha. Plus he is so freaking hot! Lma w9lna, the hottie gave me his shorts and me and najla went to the store and najla bought shorts then we went to the ladies room, wore the shorts and when i looked at the mirror i laughed and najla laughed too! We looked so silly, we were wearing black tank tops and i'm wearing a blue shorts and najla a black one, they both were tooo baggy and its obvious that they're guys' shorts, it was so embarrassing.

Najla: HAHAHAHA OMG I'M SO GOING TO TAKE A PICTURE OF THIS!
Hadeel: laa ya kalba shsawi i look so silly
Najla: better than nothing
Hadeel: yeah you're right, yalla emshi nshtri lk shai
Najla tgum mn 3al m'3asl: yalla

we went to where the guys were sitting, i put my beach bag down and ignored the guys' comments, but laughed on Mohammed's comment when said "k2nkum 6gm 9babat" then we swam for an hour, we took pictures together then the wanted enna nrkab elbanana but i was just too tired, mu mt3wda at7rk kther:( so i applied the tanning oil and layed on the chair but it was so freaking hot w elshams kant 9ag3tni mubashrtn so i wore my sunglasses.

-2 hours later-

Turki woke me up, i felt so tired and exhausted, "yalla bnrou7 nt'3da" so i took the beach bag and took off my sunglasses.

Turki: laaa laaaa ya hadeel *he laughed*
*i thought something was on my face*
Hadeel: wshuuu:(
Turki: allah yhdek fi a7d ynam w hu labs n'6arat
Bader came: yalla emshuu ga3den ystnu... *looking at me* HAHAHAHAHAHA
Hadeel: ya klab wshu?

I took my mirror out from my bad and when i looked at my face, wow, kil wjhi tanned ella 3yuni bee'6a, mu be'6a bs b louni el6abee3i.... NOOOOOO! SERIOUSLY WHATS WRONG WITH ME TODAY? I wore my sunglasses back. Bader and turki were still laughing at me. Assholes-.- gmt w r7na m63m 3shan nt'3da, i was still wearing the shorts and tank top cause i have nothing else to wear, Saud bda yt3wd 3li i guess? Cause he started joking around with the guys w ysulf w ya5ith w y36i, he's so cute ya5i! He was sitting next to me and we bith ordered burgers, and the hottie was sitting next to me from the other side, we talked about everything and i cant describe how funny bader and mohammed were! People were staring at us because those two were too loud and because of what we were wearing, and i'm still wearing my glasses, just saying..

Bader finished eating: lisaaa jo3an
Mohammed: ent takl mn fmk w el akl y6l3 mn mkan thani?
Bader laughing: basically
Najla: 6b order something else!
Bader: hu shakla hatha eli by9er

I laughed and when i looked at najla's face kan mt9fg and she was giving me the "look behind you!" looks, so I did, and when i turned around shft a5r sh59 knt mtwg3a eni ashoufa!



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dark paradise: 1

I was frustrated, shocked, even tho i knew this was coming, my tears were running down my face silently, my hands were shaking and i couldn't hold my phone to reply to his text, I just admitted to the most important guy in my life that i love him. I'm so stupid! i shouldn't have embarrassed myself, of course he would choose her over me, she's the "girl of his dreams", he always talks about her, his heart skips a beat whenever we see her, and when he finally got her, that's when i decided to open up to him and tell him about how i feel.

Hadeel: there's something i wanted to say ages ago but never really had the courage till now
...: bsm allah what is it?
Hadeel: i know that you're in a relationship with meshael but i have to say this, i like you, I've liked you since the first time i saw you, i like everything about you and i want you to be mine, and mine only.

I closed my phone cause i couldn't handle reading his rejection text, lets go back in time, to the first time i saw him, who knew that guy would mean the world to me?

-Beirut, 2010-


I was so excited about this, i just arrived Lebanon and I was so looking forward to spend the summer here with my bestie, Najla! Its the first time i come here to lebanon but najlas grandparents live here and she always visits them and come back to riyadh with alot of stories to tell so i convinced my parents to go to lebanon, i got to the hotel and i took the quickest shower and wore a black jeans and a striped sleevless blouse, took my mobile, Motorola, it was the coolest back then. Then called najla.

-Calling SoulSister<3-

Hadeel: hiii!
Najla: omg you're finally here! El7amdella 3al slama
Hadeel: allah ysalmik! Yalla mta tmreni?
Najla: el sawag t7t al7en brkb elsyara w baji!
Hadeel: perfect!

Najla is my soul sister, my everything. We've been besties for 11 years, my family became friends with hers, she's an only child, she has that perfect light brown hair, those eyes that would make you fall for her, that smile that would make your heart melt, that body that would make you stop what you're doing and stare at her. I love her more than i love myself, good thing that our families get along too, oh and i'm hadeel, 17 year old teenager that dreams about the day when she runs away from this country, i was born in America, Virginia. I'm tall, wavy black hair, skinny, or at least thats what I've been told cause i hate the way i look, clumsy, awkward, sarcastic, dorky, always makes fun of everything and its not hard to make me laugh. I have only one sister thats younger than me, Abeer. She's 13, we don't have that close sisters relationship, but we're cool! Untouched was blasting in the room and i knew my phone was ringing, it was najla so i hung up and ran to lobby, i saw her car through the glass and when i went out she was screaming out my name and waving at me, people started staring and guys started laughing and flirting, but i didn't care at all, all what i did was running to her and when i hopped into her car, i gave her the biggest hug ever. even tho i saw her yesterday but we were just too happy.

the driver: shu 9baya wen bdkun tro7o?
Najla: ABC!
Hadeel: wshu tha?
Najla: its a mall ya habla
*the driver laughed*
Najla: tara i'm meeting some friends there
Hadeel: meen? juju?
Najla: la juju lisa ma jat! Saud and some other friends, i'm sure you're gonna love them!
Hadeel: hey ya5i mst7ya awal marra a6la3 m3 3yal
Najla: laa ma7a yswoo shai hathuli abra2 mni w mnik, walla bt7beenhum
Hadeel laughing: okay nshouf! *rubbing my tummy* ju3ana bamout
Najla: hum ga3den ystnona b m63m
Hadeel: ba3ad awal marra yshofuni w ba6f7 gdamhum!
Najla: 9adgeni hum 7yswoon ashya2 aswa2 gdamik

for some reason i got so excited to meet those guys, w9alna Abc, it was huge and beautiful, i loved everything about that place, i was following Najla like an idiot, lma w9lna el m63m, ree7t el akl wa9la barra and my stomach was eating itself, ma aklt shai mn akl el 6yara l2nh ysd el nfs allah ykrm el n3ma, kna nstna barra el m63m till a guy came and he smiled when he saw najla, then he hugged her. I was so shy i didnt even look at the guy's face

Najla: haw hadeel! Say hi to turki!
Hadeel hand shaking him: hi
Turki smiling: ahleenn, el7amdella 3al slama tgul li najla enk twk jaya, walla btstanseen hena ma3lek ana bwdek a7la el amakn
Hadeel blushing: allah ysalmk!
Turki: yalla emshu el 3yal ga3den ystnon jwa

I was so shy that i wanted to just run away w as7ab 3ala najla and order from McDonald's, wsh feh McDonald's ymd7una:( d5lna jwa w kan z7ma shwai, lma shfna 6awla kbeera with only 3 guys, so i guessed it was them! The moment they saw us coming, they jumped from their chair to hug Najla, i guess she's so special to them, eh? then they stood there awkwardly staring at me.

Najla: guys this is Hadeel, eli gltlkum 3nha, hathouli Bader, saud, and Mohammd *pointing at them*
Hadeel awkwardly waving: hi!
Bader: ahlann kaifik?
Hadeel: el7amdella w ent?
Bader: el7amdella *sitting on his chair* bs jou3aan mta yji aklna
Najla sitting next to him: 6lbtu bdouna ya 7ywanat!
Mohammed: where are you manners young boy?
*his accent tho<3*
Bader: heee22 ya kalb ent eli jbt lna el menus a9lan!
Turki: 5ala9 ya mbzra, najla and hadeel eesh bt6lbu?

we ordered, our food came before theirs, we made fun of them and they all ate with me, i liked them so much, mn el nou3 eli 3l6oul ymoonun 3aleik bs b7dud, and they were so gentle cause they insisted to pay the bill, then we walked around the mall together and people were giving us the ''ma tst7un 3ala wjehkum?'' looks, Bader and mohammed were acting like 12 year olds, which was very funny, Turki kan zai abouhum that takes care of everyone, which i find VERY attractive, saud was a little shady, ma ytklm ella glel, i guess he was a little shy? i don't really know, at 8PM i was so tired so i told Najla that i'm going to the hotel to get some rest, so she was like "be ready at 9AM i'll pick you up and we'll go to the beach with the rest of the group'' i got excited and butterflies in my stomach. i'm sure we're gonna have fun tomorrow.

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((i'm not encouraging you guys on doing ANYTHING, elg9a a9lan mu 9dgya, w etha kntu mn el nou3 eli tt'2throun mn el g9a, then please stop reading it, ma at7ml a5ith thanb a7ad w ana mtbrya mn eli byswi ay shai mn el g9a))

-the story is 20% true.
-what do you think about the first chapter?
-who do you think the ''guy'' was? Turki, bader, saud or Mohammed?

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