forget.

i was never the forgiving type,

but ever since i fell for your lies,

everything started to collapse,

& u made me feel like i was on my own,

it's like i made the mistake to cross your road,

i swallowed my pride and wanted to forget,

that you haven't noticed my disappearance yet,

and today i just wish i could forget,

your voice that night when it made me melt. 

3pm

27dec

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i talked to you first saying i miss you because the way i felt was too much,

i texted you again with a joke just to make sure that we were okay,

i asked you later about how you really were and i knew you weren't going say because we're not the same,

and then i finally realized, 

that i'll never be good enough in your eyes,

and with that, i'd still give you my world if you asked.

11:45am

18dec.