Raghad's point of view;
i woke up with a massive headache that reminded me that i must have my morning coffee. When i checked my phone it was 5PM!! SHIT!!!! Me and Ziyad stayed up all night and we didn't sleep till it was 12pm.
I got up, collected my stuff and before leaving i looked at Ziyad sleeping on the floor. haha i bet he won't wake up till the next day!
I went downstairs to the kitchen after calling my driver, i made coffee and a cheese sandwich, i was scrolling down my timeline on Twitter, then tweeted "why am i always late?"
I got a whatsapp message from my friend, Rahaf
"are you coming tonight?"
"Yes!"
"ymkn yjoun nas ma t3rfenhum tara!"
"define "nas"?"
"banat banat mub 3yal la t5afeen:p"
"oh ok, yeah that's fine."
Tonight i'm meeting up with my friends at some restruarant in Dubai, and since that i live in Al-Shargah lazim a6la3 badri 3shan ma at2a5ar.
-At 7PM-
i got there a bit early so Rahaf told me to ask the waiter for a reservstion under the name Sarah and i did.
i waited for like 10 minutes then the girls arrived, Rahaf, Sarah, Meshael and a couple of girls that i don't know, after the hugs and handshakes we ordered food and chatted for a little bit.
the girls were... idk, over dressed? i mean its only a restruarant you don't have to wear tight skirts and dresses, or was i too casual? whatever.
they started talking about boys and things girls would talk about, i tried to socialize but i felt so left out so i kept my mouth shut until someone actually talks to me or asks me something.
''Raghad! eesh fek saktah?'' Sarah asked.
''5aleeha thil nafsya ma3laik mnha. '' Rahaf answered.
''La bas mafi shai agoula!'' i said.
Sarah came and sat next to me.
''Kaifk?''
''el7amdella w enti?''
''kwaysa! t3rfen a7ad mn eli byjoun?'' she asked.
''SARAH T3ALI BWAREK SHAI!'' Rahaf interrupted.
then Sarah went back to her place which was next to Rahaf, Rahaf whispered something to her ear and Sarah said ''ohhh ma knt adri!''
i was a bit confused, what the hell is going on? i excused myself and went to the ladies rest room, after a while i went back to our table and i couldn't find the girls! Knt adwr bsr3a w ma entbht, w lma d88t estw3bt enhum jalsen bnafs mkanna bas m3ahum 3yal!
i just stood there staring at them, Meshael saw me and she waved at me and shouted “Raghad t3ali!"
At first i thought that the guys were hitting on them and just trying to get the girls' numbers but then i realized that they know each other, i went to the table.
“wsh el salfa?” i asked Rahaf
“shfek raghad eg3di” she said while pulling my hand.
I got so mad that i didn't answer her, i just grabbed my clutch and when i was about to leave one of the guys said “wsh feha 5wytkum za3lana?”
and Rahaf, being the "good friend" she is, she said
"la mohammed mu za3lana hy daym ketha!"
"la ykun ma a3jbnak bas?" that mohammed guy asked.
i ignored them all, and sat on a table alone after calling the driver.
on the way home, i still didn't believe what Rahaf just did to me? like if she wanted to invite her guy friends for dinner or something she could've told me and i wouldn't come and all of that embarrassment wouldn't have happened.
oh yeah that's my so-called- best friend, Rahaf, we've known each other for three years or something and she used to be this reallly nice girl, but now, every time i talk to her i feel like i'm talking to a meaner version of Regina George.
She just started hanging with other girls and i, well i've been spending alot of time with myself, and a week ago she said that she missed me and we should meet up!
Was that supposed to be a funny prank? am i supposed to laugh or anything? because she knows more than anybody else that i would never hang out with guys that i don't know.
i felt like crying but i didn't want to cry cause she doesn't deserve it, i wanted to talk to someone to cheer me up, Ziyad? he's probably still sleeping and i would never tell him about what just happened, he'd definitely won't leave rahaf alone and would definitely haunt her down lma tkrah 7yatha.
Lulu? she's in US and its probably like 3am there, it sucks when your only best friends chooses the other side of the world to study there, i miss her terribly but i won't tell her either about what happened cause she must be studying her ass off and i don't wanna bother her.
Sultan? Bingo!
"heyyy!" i whatsapped him
"hey you! sup baby girl?" he answered instantly
"zft what about you, love?"
"leeh eesh feki?" he asked
I told him about what happened and he was like "swalooki shai? Mt2kda ma lmsooki? 36eni ragm 9a7btik ana 7atfahm m3ha"
and i told him to calm down and i'm safe and sound in my bed right now, he told me to never talk to her again, and i just tried to change the subject cause he got really mad.
your male best friend will always love you, admire you and feel that way forever, boyfriends come and go but he's always stuck around. he's your shoulder to cry on and your hug when you need it, you enjoy yourself with him and you're never in an awkward situation. and this is a different kind of love.
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as days passed by i tried to focus more on my midterms and just ignore everything else, Ziyad went back to Riyadh and i told him that i'm not coming to our cousin's wedding, he got a bit upset but then understood why.
on a Monday morning, after acing my midterm i was in the library waiting for the driver and studying for my next midterm.
a chair was pulled next to me and when i turned around i saw Rahaf sitting on that chair and she looked like she had something to say, its better be an apology, she owes me one!
"ahlan" she said as she placed her coffee on the table
"ahleen" i said without even looking at her
"esm3i adri eni '3l6t bs enti ga3da tkabren el mushkila!"
"akabbir el mushkila? tsawen nafsk ma t3rfen eni ma a6l3 aw aklm 3yal w trou7en t3zmen shlt 3yal kamla!" i said almost shouting.
"w sultan?" she asked.
"sultan.... tdren ena e7na mu akthar mn friends w a3rfa gbl ma angl hena 7atta, w ma gd shfta aw 6l3t m3ah!"
"wsh ga9dik ya3ni?" she said almost whispering.
"ga9di ena mn lma 3rfti sarah w meshael w el group 7ghum w enti mt'3yra, mafi walad ma klmteh aw 6l3ti m3ah!" i said in the softest tone possible.
"tdreen leeh ga3da tgoulen ketha? Because i know how to talk to guys and you don't, because you've always been jealous of me that's why you're trying to stop me!"
"are you out of your freaking mind??? Kam 3umrk?"
"raghad la tkabren el mw'6o3 zai 3adtk, prove to me that you can talk to guys" she said
"al7en enti 9dg enhblti, ana b6l3 swagi barra" as i tried to get up but she pulled my hand and said
"wsh by'6rk y3ni? B36ek wa7d w etha jnti rasah i'll stop whatever you want me to stop"
that was the last thing she said. And then she walked away and when i got into the car, she texted me the guy's kik username.
this is insane isn't it?? i'd never talk to a guy, well besides Sultan... but sultan is different he's like the brother I've never had.. but he's still a guy!
maybe if i created a fake account on kik and talked to that guy nothing will happen, eh?
nah its just not me, i won't do that.. but i want to prove to her that i know how to talk to guys its just that i choose not to... la mu majboora athbt lha ay shai!
without even thinking, i was creating a fake account, what should the username be? Uhmm Rana? Yeah i like Rana and its close to Raghad, bs Rana eesh? Al Saud? Nahhh anyone who wants to create a fake account would definitely go for Al Saud.
_RanaFJ! And i don't even know why the hell did i choose FJ. its not a car for god's sake....
and now...
Rana: Helloo!
what am i getting myself into.
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-At 7PM-
i got there a bit early so Rahaf told me to ask the waiter for a reservstion under the name Sarah and i did.
i waited for like 10 minutes then the girls arrived, Rahaf, Sarah, Meshael and a couple of girls that i don't know, after the hugs and handshakes we ordered food and chatted for a little bit.
the girls were... idk, over dressed? i mean its only a restruarant you don't have to wear tight skirts and dresses, or was i too casual? whatever.
they started talking about boys and things girls would talk about, i tried to socialize but i felt so left out so i kept my mouth shut until someone actually talks to me or asks me something.
''Raghad! eesh fek saktah?'' Sarah asked.
''5aleeha thil nafsya ma3laik mnha. '' Rahaf answered.
''La bas mafi shai agoula!'' i said.
Sarah came and sat next to me.
''Kaifk?''
''el7amdella w enti?''
''kwaysa! t3rfen a7ad mn eli byjoun?'' she asked.
''SARAH T3ALI BWAREK SHAI!'' Rahaf interrupted.
then Sarah went back to her place which was next to Rahaf, Rahaf whispered something to her ear and Sarah said ''ohhh ma knt adri!''
i was a bit confused, what the hell is going on? i excused myself and went to the ladies rest room, after a while i went back to our table and i couldn't find the girls! Knt adwr bsr3a w ma entbht, w lma d88t estw3bt enhum jalsen bnafs mkanna bas m3ahum 3yal!
i just stood there staring at them, Meshael saw me and she waved at me and shouted “Raghad t3ali!"
At first i thought that the guys were hitting on them and just trying to get the girls' numbers but then i realized that they know each other, i went to the table.
“wsh el salfa?” i asked Rahaf
“shfek raghad eg3di” she said while pulling my hand.
I got so mad that i didn't answer her, i just grabbed my clutch and when i was about to leave one of the guys said “wsh feha 5wytkum za3lana?”
and Rahaf, being the "good friend" she is, she said
"la mohammed mu za3lana hy daym ketha!"
"la ykun ma a3jbnak bas?" that mohammed guy asked.
i ignored them all, and sat on a table alone after calling the driver.
on the way home, i still didn't believe what Rahaf just did to me? like if she wanted to invite her guy friends for dinner or something she could've told me and i wouldn't come and all of that embarrassment wouldn't have happened.
oh yeah that's my so-called- best friend, Rahaf, we've known each other for three years or something and she used to be this reallly nice girl, but now, every time i talk to her i feel like i'm talking to a meaner version of Regina George.
She just started hanging with other girls and i, well i've been spending alot of time with myself, and a week ago she said that she missed me and we should meet up!
Was that supposed to be a funny prank? am i supposed to laugh or anything? because she knows more than anybody else that i would never hang out with guys that i don't know.
i felt like crying but i didn't want to cry cause she doesn't deserve it, i wanted to talk to someone to cheer me up, Ziyad? he's probably still sleeping and i would never tell him about what just happened, he'd definitely won't leave rahaf alone and would definitely haunt her down lma tkrah 7yatha.
Lulu? she's in US and its probably like 3am there, it sucks when your only best friends chooses the other side of the world to study there, i miss her terribly but i won't tell her either about what happened cause she must be studying her ass off and i don't wanna bother her.
Sultan? Bingo!
"heyyy!" i whatsapped him
"hey you! sup baby girl?" he answered instantly
"zft what about you, love?"
"leeh eesh feki?" he asked
I told him about what happened and he was like "swalooki shai? Mt2kda ma lmsooki? 36eni ragm 9a7btik ana 7atfahm m3ha"
and i told him to calm down and i'm safe and sound in my bed right now, he told me to never talk to her again, and i just tried to change the subject cause he got really mad.
your male best friend will always love you, admire you and feel that way forever, boyfriends come and go but he's always stuck around. he's your shoulder to cry on and your hug when you need it, you enjoy yourself with him and you're never in an awkward situation. and this is a different kind of love.
* *
as days passed by i tried to focus more on my midterms and just ignore everything else, Ziyad went back to Riyadh and i told him that i'm not coming to our cousin's wedding, he got a bit upset but then understood why.
on a Monday morning, after acing my midterm i was in the library waiting for the driver and studying for my next midterm.
a chair was pulled next to me and when i turned around i saw Rahaf sitting on that chair and she looked like she had something to say, its better be an apology, she owes me one!
"ahlan" she said as she placed her coffee on the table
"ahleen" i said without even looking at her
"esm3i adri eni '3l6t bs enti ga3da tkabren el mushkila!"
"akabbir el mushkila? tsawen nafsk ma t3rfen eni ma a6l3 aw aklm 3yal w trou7en t3zmen shlt 3yal kamla!" i said almost shouting.
"w sultan?" she asked.
"sultan.... tdren ena e7na mu akthar mn friends w a3rfa gbl ma angl hena 7atta, w ma gd shfta aw 6l3t m3ah!"
"wsh ga9dik ya3ni?" she said almost whispering.
"ga9di ena mn lma 3rfti sarah w meshael w el group 7ghum w enti mt'3yra, mafi walad ma klmteh aw 6l3ti m3ah!" i said in the softest tone possible.
"tdreen leeh ga3da tgoulen ketha? Because i know how to talk to guys and you don't, because you've always been jealous of me that's why you're trying to stop me!"
"are you out of your freaking mind??? Kam 3umrk?"
"raghad la tkabren el mw'6o3 zai 3adtk, prove to me that you can talk to guys" she said
"al7en enti 9dg enhblti, ana b6l3 swagi barra" as i tried to get up but she pulled my hand and said
"wsh by'6rk y3ni? B36ek wa7d w etha jnti rasah i'll stop whatever you want me to stop"
that was the last thing she said. And then she walked away and when i got into the car, she texted me the guy's kik username.
this is insane isn't it?? i'd never talk to a guy, well besides Sultan... but sultan is different he's like the brother I've never had.. but he's still a guy!
maybe if i created a fake account on kik and talked to that guy nothing will happen, eh?
nah its just not me, i won't do that.. but i want to prove to her that i know how to talk to guys its just that i choose not to... la mu majboora athbt lha ay shai!
without even thinking, i was creating a fake account, what should the username be? Uhmm Rana? Yeah i like Rana and its close to Raghad, bs Rana eesh? Al Saud? Nahhh anyone who wants to create a fake account would definitely go for Al Saud.
_RanaFJ! And i don't even know why the hell did i choose FJ. its not a car for god's sake....
and now...
Rana: Helloo!
what am i getting myself into.
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